feelings

and i felt something,
whilst everyone was bg living their so called ' LIFE'
unlikely i was feeling, something unusual, something new,
as may be it's a F.E.A.R gradually ending everthing before i......

HAVE U EVER HAD DAT FEELING??

I, souly wish dis feeling fade away forever, cuz deep down i feel i may crush into pieces anytym soon.
whatever 'you' are? take as much time to make a residency over my feelings however do depart someday soon.
meanwhile may i experience you gently, drowning into the sea of changes u cause and hearby say sympstoms go as u planned and may i recover without the failure full course of antibiotics and evolve as newly blossomed lotus. RISE AND SHINE PPL

joy while dancing




so yes, i have to admit i was a bad dancer, & still may be? however, the time i spent during the practice with my friends was magical and momentary. we laughed
we cried
we argued
we shouted & did i mention i got enormous amnt of scolding from my fellow dancers being over energetic1 moreover we enjoyed.....



we decided to perform a cultural dance based on gurung song for a charity show called ''SAHAYOG, sewa nai dharma ho, dharma nai sewa ho'' organised by miss uk nepal2012 DURGA GURUNG, AND Dun forget my very dear friend NAYAN GURUNG, MISS UK NEPAL 2012 2nd runner up also gave her beautiful presence in support of her friend as well as for e charuty event.


huge thankx to my friends sis & also TAMU PYE LHU YOUTH SOCIETY PRESIDENT, SHANTI GURUNG, WHO encouraged us everytime and provided every single products we required. sincere thanx and love , shanti dd.

well well well, who taught me dancing??? my good freinds manju gurung, sangeeta grg and our kale vena shankar vena, though you guys made enuff fun of me and created a dance step tribute towards me, i hate to say it but i liked it.*giggling* . punam, tinu, sangeeta, manju and me together we danced like we nevr danced before. i knw it wasnt dat great but for me the journey was outstanding performance itself. without you guys i would have never felt this rythm, energy, vibe dat kept me smiling & special alive.

thankyou

HOLIDAY SEASON




SO FINALLY WEEK OFF, not just one but two :), looking forward to get some more sleep n more sleep.and treating myself nice hair treatment and face massage . yoohooo. i am already getting way too excited not even my holiday has started.Speaking of which i have my ielts exam this weekend. OH NO! NT FULLY PREPARED , hope i get atleast 7 on each band, is that too much to ask?, god??


today was our last day at college before easter holiday and my tutor birthday id this weekend, so we celebrated earlier. she was truly delighted with all those love and gifts she received today.






as we live in the country with variety of ethnic group with different culture and society. not to forget groupism is found everywhere, not that being racist but i guess we have 4 to 5 different groups. not being critic but sincerely i find it funny. first so called oldie nepali, babby grp,nikka grp, and a single asian, accompanying another single asian and the last but nt least middle groUp which coincide with no one, poor grls.

enuff of the grUpism talk, my point,every group made an effort to make our tutor happy on her bday week. well we do have something in common, something that brings us together, our tutor JACKY :)
DON'T BE RACIST BE HUMAN

Journalist on the run

One day, I might just write about yuh

Whereme@?

The question is not where am i? the real qeustion is WHERE WILL I BE?

the past certainly hunts you evry single day may be every single moment, it might be stopping you from one step closer to your dream/ destiny.having the fear of outcome that one single step could turn your world upside down. that is one probabilty where there is 66.6% of chances it could not happen.
This afternoon i went to the library, our very own woolwich (london borough of greenwich) . As soon as I stepped in, I knew myself ill Nvr get enuff of this... Whr stories are one after another, informative ideas just seduce yuh more closer, moreover delighted by the environment , A STORY IS EASILY EVOLVED.I looked out for the sections, friction manga science and tecHnology best sellers history & languange then i found a book entitled ' I'M GOOD AT ENGLISH, WHAT JOB CAN I GET'. IT'S certainly a book for higher secondary level students, which is i m very old enough for it. anyhow i turned out pages, figured out ,it's the golden book for me. '' you may think you need to be a great writer or a fast typist to become a journalist. but you just need to be outgoing and brave enough to talk to people you don't know, and imaginative. you have to be ready for a change and ready to take on a challenge.''- a professional view point.

so here am i , i just qualified to be it. :). i am currently staring at this laptop screen , paused what would be next? surely there will be a day when reality feels like dream an pictures make you feel real. lesson learned today: BE REAL BE DISCIPLINED BE SOMEONE RESPECTFUL. AND I M WORKING ON IT, thankx to my day so far. xoxo pg

A COMEBACK

hello there, yes e one hiding inside me througout my whole lyf till now. have been taking to u since i've learned talking, shared my thoughts*brainy wisdom/foolishness*, emotions, hid most of them, oh dear o' dear . it's been long, hasn't it?

looking 1 yr back,nd now, i have to admit THIS IS MY MOST TRANSITIONAL PERIOD yet so far.good- bad- worse- better, best is yet to come. I, shall thank those who taught me the meaning of lyf.... thought i m still in continuation.
LIFE? WOT IS IT? THOUGH A PERFECT DEFINATION CAN'T BE FOUND, but yes all u can feel, dream, do, achieve and value, can only be done in lyf nor anywhere else. till last yr i confess i was carefree, irresponsible and a dumbass , then lyf taught me lesson. SAD! WOT HAVE I LEARN?first 'patience', the most important and necessary thng i can ever have in my lyf. value wot u have? try to be happy wid wotever u have don't seek for anythng else. cuz all u have is all u have gained through ur effort. stop judging others, if u do , u have no time to love and hey nobody's perfect neither YOU. LOVE EVERYBODY even if u have a reason to hate them don't let them have 1. always be sincere enough to win everbdy's heart and remain true to urself that's how u gain respect for urself. work hard, hard work alwez pay off beleive in karma, if u do good, u feel good if u do bad, karma hunts to back. have a thought of 'more u give more u receive' TIME, which is *juz got call frm my dear friend* (needah pick up else she'll kill me)*

okhay, m back! time yes time, which can never be purchased nor rewined nor trusted but can only be waited, where e time itsELf says TIME WAITS NOONE TO BE CONTINUED.....

when time stopped

a couple of days ago,
i felt the mighty >time stopped for a while
as all bunch of clock.s came to immobile....

(in that tiniest moment, i talked to myself)

Maybe not now.
Maybe not tomorrow.
Maybe not this month.
Maybe not this year.

But it maybe the next second.
And it maybe the next minute.
Well it maybe the next hour.

Whatever
The time isn't our part.
To trust, is our part.

faith seems nonsense
but for now, it makes sense
hope is what i've been living all along
u know,how a lyrics makes alive a song

note to myself : work harder rather than being smart